Tridib Kalita...looking at u

TO YOU DEAR

        Never did I think that she could hurt me, because she was the one person where i had always turned to when I needed a shoulder to heal my heart, a lap to have peace of mind, a friend to share feelings, or a sister to support in need......she is the only person whom i trusted with everything, whom i trusted ahead of all my love n crush, ahead of my blood relations even ahed of my own self......

        But what she did to me was probably nothing compared to what i did to her. I promised her, if someone ever broke her heart again, he/she will be answerable to me...now what, that I, myself have broken her heart....I promised i'll always be there to wipe her tears, bt what now that i myself have brought that tears? I can't even ask for forgiveness, because, i doubt if i can forgive it myself....maybe she'll move on, maybe she'll forget it, but can i forget this?

       The pride that let me to those words remain shattered....The dignity that let me to make promises now lay hidden somewhere, where i can't find it... I know it's my fault, i forgot what i'm risking, just because of my ego.........

       Hey dear, i know, i have no right to say sorry....i have no right to face you again....i have no right to make promises...but i'll try to keep those which i already made (i don't ask you to believe me, becaused i have no right to be believed....)

never had been so lost....... lost in d midst of feelings, betrayl and love......why? no answer....!!!!!

have anything deep in you?

bothering though whom to confine in...

never again you need to search one,

b'cos I'm here to listen,

I'm here just for you...

SPEAK FREE YOUR HEART